Journal entry: Sept 14, 2007 4:30am (from ICU)
At 4:00am I was awaken by the nurse. As she left I began to weep. Fears flooded my mind! All the "what ifs" and "whys"!
So I called Michelle and said, "Michelle, I need you to speak TRUTH to me!"
She said, "your battle is not flesh and blood, tumors or operations. We live in a fallen world and bad things happen to us. Not because God is mad at us or punishing us! Our battle is in the Heavenlys, it is Spirit, in the Heart and Mind."
We hung up and I began to read Ephesians 6
Stand Firm: Don't waiver! TRUST GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Put on:
Heart of Righteousness
Belt of Truth
Feet fitted firm
Shield of Faith
Helmet of Salvation: I KNOW nothing can change the fact of who GOD IS!!!
Sword of Spirit
Lord, when I don't see around the bend in the road, help me to KNOW you are already there!
Lord, thank you for bringing me here. You want to heal me, not only my physical body but my spiritual life!
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